Prima Materia
The first ingredient, giving form to the formless.

About Me

Varia

 

Welcome to Prima Materia! This is the blog attached to my personal website, varia.wtf. After many years of feeling discontent with social media, I decided to make a website where I can express myself and share my thoughts without an algorithm feeding me garbage.

Hobbies & Interests: figure collecting, drawing, writing, cooking, film, alchemy, gnosticism.

Favorite Lore: Girls' Frontline, Xenogears/Xenosaga, Remedy (Max Payne, Alan Wake I & II, Control).

Current Project: Kuleshov Effect (WIP) - Story/VN

I'll be posting updates on my writing and art along with posts about my interests. Feel free to contact me about anything you read on here.

5/21/2025 - Privacy & Ownership, video game hardware, Streaming

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Category: Life Update
Published: 23 May 2025
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The title is a mouthful this time, but I have a lot of stray thoughts that I want to talk about tonight. Sometimes I wonder if an audio log would be a better format for these types of posts, but I think the editing would feel like a lot of work over time. Besides, I think I prefer typing out what's on my mind. It's rewarding to see my thoughts materialized when I finish a blog post. 

I think I should get started though, let me provide some music.

Privacy & Ownership
Pewdiepie & Linux (wtf i hate windows now)

My YouTube feed at work is way more technical and lately I've been watching a lot of videos related to privacy and ownership. Aside from the latest Louis Rossmann drama with BWE, I've been watching people convert old computers into home servers and showcase the types of services and software they've installed. Also, this was unexpected, but Pewdiepie of all people has convinced me to start making plans to transition to Linux.

This might be the perfect time to do so because Windows 10 support will eventually end. Honestly, y'all ... I'm really tired of Windows. I started using Windows 11 at work and it's just not my cup of tea. I say that as an advanced user without any knowledge of how anything under the hood actually works. 

I think I'm reaching a period in my life where I want to have more control of my environment. In the video above, Pewdiepie says that Linux is great it's highly customizable and your Linux machine only installs what you want it to have. Not only is he referencing all the bloatware that comes with a newly installed copy of Windows, but all the services, data collection (telemetry), and annoying attempts to make you connect a Microsoft account to your OS as well. 

I'm only still on Windows 10 because I'd screw myself over if I were to switch without much preparation. I'd really like to find a few alternatives to software that I currently use. I'm mainly concerned with photo and video editing software. 

Pewdiepie explained that gaming on Linux is completely viable nowadays, and I completely agree. I think that the success of the Steam Deck speaks for itself. If you didn't know, the Steam Deck runs on a Linux distribution called SteamOS which is based on Arch Linux. Proton, a compatibility layer, allows SteamOS to run Windows game natively. I'm not too worried about gaming on Linux at this point, so I consider it a non-issue when it's time to switch teams. If anything, I think I'll try to back up my save data for the games I currently have installed on my PC. 

Anyway, that's probably going to be a separate project that I'll write about in the following months. Look out for that! 

Back to the privacy stuff ... the internet just isn't the same, man. 

Data Collection and Corporatization of the Internet

Many of my early internet memories are about the many flash games that I would play in computer class in the 2000s. I was also really into Neopets for a very long time, I want to say that it was the gateway that eventually lead me to gacha games. Around 2006, I was a huge fan of Calvin and Hobbes. So much that I found a fansite and made an account on there. I spent a lot of my summer vacation just reading facts about the strips and saving them to a flash drive to a 2 GB Kingston flashdrive that I bought (it cost me like $20 lmao). 

It was a very wholesome experience, you know? Google wasn't too crazy yet, so you could still find things that were relevant to your interests. Most important of all, it felt organic, like the internet was an extension of human consciousness. 

Sadly, those days are no more. Many people describe the old internet as the "wild west" and I can totally see that. And for people like me who grew up on it, it's insane to me that I had access to so much information at a young age. My parents didn't really understand it immediately, so I think a lot of content I saw went unchecked. 

Nowadays, I can say that much of what I experience online has been paved by algorithms. It ain't the same man. I've been avoiding going to Chipotle for a very long time because I read Twitter post once that described it as cattle forming up to getting their slop served in bowls. That's how the online experience feels nowadays. It's deliberately eliminating the curation process. 

What's wrong with Chipotle? As a Mexican guy, I can tell you that it's not Mexican food and I can't even bring myself to call it Tex-Mex. Chipotle is a pathetic attempt to sell all the positive aspects of Mexican cuisine without the sense of adventure. It's a safe space for you to eat your slop and feel like you're engaging in culture. 

In the same vein, that's what the centralized internet is. You are no longer engaging with niche communities that have developed their own slang. You're now on "Film Twitter" or "Book Tok". At the same time, many of our posts that may not be directed at those communities will sometimes find themselves there, which results in stupid misunderstandings when posts go viral. 

And it's by design too, which is the most frustrating part. It's all for the sake of engagement. If Twitter was intended to be used for thoughtful discussion, why did Twitlonger need to be created? Why did it take so long for the character limit to increase? 

I'm really going off on a tangent, but I just hate to see wasted potential for the sake of profit. 

On data collection ... I've been working towards minimizing the amount of data that I publicly share online. Ironically, this blog is actually a goldmine of data but that includes everything but my name but at least I can prevent search engines from indexing my site. That being said, I've been trying out new software alternatives to help me with privacy. Some of these options work well, others do not ... and unfortunately convenience will be the deciding factor of what people end up using. 

A wise man once said ... water follows the path of least resistance. And let me tell you, that path is really hard to get away from nowadays. 

Privacy-Focused Software/Stuff That I've Been Using

  • Floorp: https://floorp.app/en-US
    • Up until March 2025, I had been using Firefox as my browser of choice since I was in grade school Over the years, they've mostly remained a respectable choice for privacy (after some heavy modifying), but it seems that all is starting to come to an end. Floorp, while more focused on customization than privacy, still does a decent job at it. The developer themselves recommended to use Librewolf if privacy is your main concern, but I think Floorp has what I need for now. There's also Zen Browser, which is actually privacy-focused. Actually, I think having a combination of Floorp for websites you're okay with providing a little data for as a treat, and then a separate browser like Zen or Librewolf for casual browsing would be a good idea. 
  • Privacy Redirect (Browser Plugin): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V5ad6y5sixU
    • Sam Bent created a browser plugin that automatically redirects social media links to alternative front-ends like Nitter (for Twitter). These are essentially websites that allow you to engage with the website without logging in. In the case of Nitter, you can read posts and the replies in their entirety. It can even make downloading videos a little easier. However, some of the front-ends are a little janky. Nitter, for example, doesn't always load posts. You might need to refresh a few times to see them. Other times, instances of these alternative front-ends can be down so you can't use them at all. While I think this plug-in is amazing, I think the individual front-ends themselves might need a bit more work. If it's not easy, consistent, and convenient to access, I fear not many people will adopt the privacy-focused alternative, which is actually a point that Sam Bent makes in his video. 
  • Mailfence (Email): https://mailfence.com
    • There are many privacy-focused email services out there, but I decided to use Mailfence. It's going to take some time to transition over to the new email on all of my accounts, but I want to do it because I really don't want Google scanning my Gmail. Out of the many services, Mailfence actually has a free plan. There are also paid plans which aren't very expensive, as well. If you need other services like cloud storage, calendar, etc., you might be better off with StartMail or Proton. Proton is pretty popular, but I don't really want to spend money on email right now. 
Data Deletion Services

I hope some of these are useful to you. Many people don't care about the data that companies share. Ignorance is bliss, as they say. However, I recently watched a video by Reject Convenience that investigates data removal services like Incogni or DeleteMe. While I don't have a solid opinion of these types of services yet (you can actually do some of what they do yourself, for free), I think the video is informative because it explains the different types of data that's gathered from your browser, phone, and email. 

Even with the data that isn't Personal Identifiable Information, assumptions can be made, and all it takes is someone willing to compare data to make an accurate assumption of who you are and where you live. 

Both companies actually sent emails to the creator of this video! It can be taken a few different ways, but I think they wanted to clarify what their services are capable of and reaffirm that they are worth the investment. Maybe it was damage control? I'd like to believe not, but who knows. 

Video Game Hardware / Streaming

Recently, I got my hands on a Retrotink4K. Not going to lie, I was feeling a little bit of FOMO when I made this purchase. It was a few days before the insane 125%/145% tariffs were about to go into effect in the United States and Mike Chi, the owner of Retrotink, said that shipments to the US would cease. I've wanted to buy a Retrotink4K since last year and put it off because many reasons. This time, my hand was kinda forced ... I'm a bit of an Audiovisual nerd. I'm not as smart as the engineers who work on this stuff, but I really love diving into related topics. 

In fact, I actually spent this entire week looking into HDCP at work. I've been watching teardowns and attempts at reverse engineering cheap HDMI switchers that strip HDCP from the source device so the receiving device can play it in high quality. HDCP stands for High-bandwidth Digital Copyright Protection and it's used as a piracy countermeasure. 

How HDCP works:

There several versions of HDCP nowadays, the latest being 2.3. They're kinda compatible with each other, but I'll explain that in a bit. 

The process begins at the source device. Your HDMI cable will transmit the video signal along with additional data. This data can include information about the source video, like the size and refresh rate, etc. The display meant to receive the signal, also called the HDCP sink, will talk to the source to exchange information. The source will check the HDCP version of the device and depending on the version and type of content that is being transmitted, it will flag it as one of two types: Type 0 and Type 1. 

These types were created so they could be compatible with older versions of HDCP (HDCP V.1) that use a different algorithm to that of version 2.0+. If the display is of a lower version like 1.0, it's likely that the handshake will complete but your content will not be displayed in full resolution. An example would be if you wanted to watch Netflix on your device and instead of getting a 4K image, you'd get 1080p. 

If the receiving device is compliant, then it will allow the full resolution video to be played. 

Where's the issue with this?

There's an issue that I have with the example above. If I'm paying for Netflix, I should get that quality no matter what. I should get what I paid for and not be punished because this copyright protection bullshit wants to gut the quality of my video because my TV's HDCP version is old. This form of copyright protection is inherently anti-consumer. 

In another (and related) example, I would actually like to start streaming older video games directly from my consoles. I own an Elgato capture card that works with my PS4 and a couple of other consoles. Unfortunately, I can't say the same for my PS3. The PS3 is always HDCP-enabled which makes any kind of streaming impossible by using the capture card by itself. Or at least this used to be the case. 

People over the years have found ways around this, like the cheap Made-In-China HDMI splitters I mentioned earlier. There are some that completely strip HDCP requirement and allows the video signal to pass through at full quality. I'm not really satisfied with the current answers floating out there online. Many people will suggest certain models of HDMI splitters but the consensus is that sometimes they work sometimes they don't. 

I don't like working with "sometimes". So I started looking at people who are incredibly more intelligent than I am that are reverse engineering these inexpensive devices and trying to understand what makes them tick. There's a company out there called HD Fury that once advertised one of their devices as being able to bypass HDCP requirements. Warner Bros. sued, but didn't exactly win. Under law, third party devices are at least allowed to downgrade the version of HDCP, I think. This doesn't count as bypassing it, but it's more for compatibility with legacy displays. 

Which brings me to the reason why I'm even looking into this .. as I said, I'd really like to stream video games from my old consoles. Specifically the PS Vita, but I'd need a splitter that can strip HDCP or find an alternative solution. HD Fury is actually still in business, but their devices are crazy expensive. I'll probably have to try my luck with the $20 splitters everyone is suggestion on Amazon. 

That being said, I've been wanting to buy more games-related hardware. I'm getting an itch to jump back into fighting games as well and I'd really like a new arcade stick. For now I'm stuck with using a gamepad which isn't really my cup of tea. I've been looking into Hitbox. 8BitDo recently announced a Hitbox, but I would like to customize it down the line as well. 

As for the Retrotink4k, I think I'll do a test stream soon. I just want to see what it's capable of before I start making it a regular thing I do. 

But yeah, kinda related to the internet stuff, but I really want to own my shit. These are my games, I should be allowed to use them however I want. I'm not even pirating or doing anything like that, I just want to record video for entertainment purposes. 

Closing Thoughts

Anyway, that's all that's going on in my mind right now. It's been a weird week after my vacation. Nothing feels right and I feel completely out of place at work. I actually have another long weekend because of memorial day. Maybe I can shake away this weirdness with some fun activities. 

6/9/2025 - It's okay to start over sometimes, you know?

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Published: 09 June 2025
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Hey friends, 

I've been a little busy catching up with an old friend who really means a lot to me. I've also been hanging out with friend in real life and wondering a bit about the future, so a lot of the stuff on here was put on hold for a few weeks. I'm kind of worried about falling back into old routines. I think that scared me a little because part of me feels like any positive changes that I have made will just be negated. However, I don't think this has been the case. The world really isn't as "all or nothing" as I've been brought up to believe. I have a few topics I just want to talk about as I wrap up the weekend. 

Home Stuff

The redecorating project turned out great. However, I recently found myself purchasing more audiovisual equipment and it's starting to take up space again. I'm not back where I started, but I really need to clean up a little so everything looks more tidy. I'm mostly dealing with "leftovers" like tools I just never put back or cardboard boxes that need to be broken down. It's a lot of busy work that I'm too lazy to do after work and on the weekends, but I really need to get my act together and get it done. I think the next thing I'd like to work on in life is getting myself to not leave things at 90% so that I have to come back later to them. 

Audiovisual Purchases

I've finally decided to pull the trigger on a small home theater setup that I've had my mind on since last year. This is mainly for movies and other physical media, but it'll be where I play my consoles on too. I think I have everything except for a center speaker, which I'm struggling to find at an affordable price. To be fair, my sound isn't that great. I think since my room is small I can live with a soundbar that'll do Left, Right, and Center audio channels. 

The reason why I want it this way is because most media is mixed this way. It's one of the reasons you might find yourself turning up the volume while you watch Netflix because you can't hear the dialogue, then turn it back down because the sound effects are too loud. Dialogue is typically mixed into the center channel which doesn't really sound great when you just have a stereo set-up. 

I think there's enough room in my TV stand for the equipment, I'll just need to rearrange everything one everything has arrived. I also ordered a new TV. It's the Sony Bravia XR 55" AL95. It's a model from 2023 (I think?), but it's been one of the best televisions you can buy in the last few years. It's going to be the first TV that I've bought at this range and I'm really excited for it! I'll probably write about it as well. 

Another thing I bought was an AV receiver by Denon. It's where all my video will run through before going into the TV and speakers. I'm thinking of keeping it "dumb" and not connecting it to the network, but I also think that it'd be nice if it could play some of the stuff on my Plex server too. Will experiment!

Lastly, I bought a modified Panasonic Blu-Ray player that can play discs from any region. This will be pretty neat to have since I won't have to worry about any imports that I may purchase in the future. It's also the first dedicated Blu-Ray player that I've ever bought. I do have a PS5 and a PS4, but they cannot handle the 4K UHD Blu-Rays that you might have seen in stores. The video stream is just higher than what the consoles are capable of doing. They're primarily built for games and have to transmit other kinds of data, so the specs are different. The standard Blu-Ray player is just a bonus. I've had no problems playing standard Blu-Rays on them, though. But I don't want to settle for 1080p, I want to recreate a fraction of my cinematic experience at home. 

This week, I also received my PS Vita TV console. I haven't opened it yet since I'm waiting on the HDMI Switcher that'll allow me to bypass the HDCP thing I mentioned in my last post. Once I have everything, I want to see how feasible it is to stream from it. 

When I get excited over stuff I buy, part of me feels guilty because it comes off as materialistic. The truth is ... yeah, I like purchasing cool shit. And I don't think I care that I'm attached to physical items. Having physical media, caring about your possessions is important because they are physical manifestations of your interests. Of course, I wouldn't really try saving anything if my home was burning down, I wouldn't risk my life for my items. 

I guess I'm saying that I'm okay with letting things go at a certain point. I'm okay with starting over if I lost everything today. 

I'm excited to take pictures and just talk about everything once it comes in. It'll be a nice change of pace for the blog! 

Personal Projects from June 2025

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Published: 15 July 2025
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The month of June was fruitful in terms of opportunities to learn about electronics. While the projects in this post didn't take too long individually, I definitely thought about them a lot. I'm going to talk about what I worked on last month, include some pictures, and talk about some of the setbacks that I experienced.

The two main projects in June were:

  1. BNB Fightstick Kit
  2. PS5 Controller Stick Replacement
BNB Fightstick Kit

For a few months, I've been getting the urge to pick up and play a fighting game. I initially got my start with Super Street Fighter IV and it was a game I was really passionate about for many years. When Arcade Edition released, a DLC add-on that included new characters and balance changes, I woke up really early to download the DLC and play a few matches before I had to go to school. 

I really got into it! So much that I even bought a dedicated controller for the game. At the time, Madcatz was selling really high-quality arcade sticks that could be used for the game. Getting my hands on one was inevitability, but it also introduced me to the world of arcade stick customization. 

I learned how to swap out the artwork on my arcade stick, then bought new buttons so that they matched the controller's new look. It was really awesome and I spent many hours customizing my arcade sticks over the years. Eventually, I began exploring other interests and passion for fighting games died down considerably. 

It was a few years ago that I first learned about the Hitbox. Whereas traditional arcade sticks used a lever to move a character on a 2D plane, the Hitbox replaced the lever with a dedicated button for each directional input. The Hitbox caused a lot of controversy when it first released, many people believed it gave people an unfair advantage. Others straight up called it cheating, too. 

However, when you look at it objectively ... both the four buttons (leverless) and a traditional arcade stick work similarly. 

Each time a traditional joystick goes past a threshold, it will send that input to the game. When you press a direction on the Hitbox or any "leverless" stick nowadays, it works the same way. 

How about corner inputs? Well, they also work similarly, but I would argue that it takes more effort to do the same input on a leverless stick. If you move your stick to the bottom right corner, the controller is not going to sent a "corner" input. 

Instead, it will send an input for the direction "right" and another for the "down" direction. The combination of these inputs creates that "motion" of the corner input. On a leverless controller, you'll have to press two buttons to achieve the same thing. That's why I argue that it technically requires more effort than using a traditional stick, but I think the tradeoff is a greater degree of control. 

Anyway, I've never played with a leverless controller and I was excited to see what the hype was all about. I thought about buying an entry level controller that wouldn't break the bank ... but I really really really wanted to customize it and call it my own, so I decided to see what the folks over at Focus Attack had to offer. 

https://focusattack.com/fightsticks-pads/popular-brands/bnb-fightstick/

Focus Attack was one of the stores I would check out back in the day, I'm really glad they're still around. Anyway, there are many controller manufacturers nowadays. Many are well known, like Hori, but there are plenty of independent ones as well. Focus Attack offers DIY arcade stick made out of acrylic pieces and other materials that you can assemble at home. 

At first, I was skeptical of the quality and durability, but I quickly reminded myself that the fighting game community can make a controller out of anything.

And now that I've been playing with the fully assembled kit for a few weeks, I can confirm that it feels surprisingly durable. As long as I take care of it, I don't see my BNB Fightstick breaking anytime soon. After all, I built the thing myself! 

So on Focus Attack, you can select which components you'd like in your kit. Most, if not all, components are explained and there's an FAQ and checklist you can use before you submit your order. I'm not going to go into too much detail about the components, but I do quickly want to talk about the Input Control PCB. 

This is what sends the input from the controller to the hardware that your game is running on. This is the Brook Gen-5X Multi-Console + PC Fighting Board. As far as I know, the software for Brook products is closed-source. While there is an open-source (and more affordable) alternative called the GP2040-CE, I decided to go for the Brook because I wanted to minimize the amount of time I would need to spend on setting up my controller for use. The GP2040-CE can support some older consoles, along with "mini" / "classic" versions of older consoles, but you'll need to learn how to set that up yourself. Thankfully the community is very helpful and the documentation for the hardware is extensive. 

That being said, while I support their initiative from a moral stand point .. I just really want my controller to be plug and play, lol. I only really see myself playing on PC and PS5. Brook also sells adapters for older consoles, like the PS2, that the GP2040-CE doesn't support. 

To my surprise there's a lot of reverse engineering that goes on to make these types of PCBs work with modern consoles. As I mentioned previously, the PS5 is a little weird in that only certain controllers are authorized for use. The PS5 will request authentication from a controller, and if it doesn't provide it, then it's subject to an 8-minute lockout. GP2040-CE's website explains this in detail a little more, but this is something I wanted to avoid if I ever use my arcade stick with a PS5 in the future.

https://gp2040-ce.info/faq/faq-console-compatibility

The fighting game that I'm mainly playing nowadays is GranBlue Fantasy Versus: Rising. I actually played the gacha game that it's based on a few years back, so I'm familiar with the characters a little! I decided to choose this game not only because it's REALLY STYLISH, but because it's one of the few fighting games that actually has simple inputs. 

My own fightstick carried me to B-Rank! That's pretty neat!

These are basically shortcuts for the many flashy moves that require more technical inputs like quarter-circle or zig-zag movements from the arcade stick. They work really well as training wheels for those new to the game. However, I felt that I'd get the most out of my newly-built arcade stick if I just learned the game the old fashioned way with traditional inputs. 

It's been a great experience! The game is fun and the community is .. amusing, lol. I'll probably share screenshots here, but I really just want to show my finished arcade stick already. 

Here she is in all her glory! The artwork is of the character Galleon, who actually released as a new DLC character in the game a week or two prior to when I built my arcade stick. Focus Attack offers holographic prints which really adds to the majesty of the artwork. The second picture shows the Brook Input Control PCB and the color-coded wires that are connected to the individual buttons underneath the stick. Each button needs both a cable for the input signal and another one for the ground. The PCB is powered via USB. 

The arcade stick is really awesome in-person. I bought golden buttons to fit the theme of Galleon. In GranBlue Fantasy, she's known as Galleon the Gold and has this color palette with dark-browns, white, a bit of blue, and of course ... gold. I always enjoy looking at my arcade stick, but one issue I have is how easily the buttons get smudgy. It's honestly on me since I decided to be really flashy with this build. It's not so bad though, I just need to polish the buttons regularly. 

PS5 Controller Stick Replacement

Remind me, did I mention this in my post about Stellar Blade? If not, I basically wanted to play Stellar Blade on my PC exclusively with my PS5 controller. I'm actually a huge fan of haptic feedback and think it helps with immersion A LOT despite how gimmicky it might feel sometimes. And for the majority of the game my Dualsense controller's performance was ... stellar! It wasn't until I was about 70% through the game, about 30 hours in, that I realized that my character was moving on her own. At first, I thought the issue was with the game, so I restarted it but quickly encountered the same issue again. 

I actually knew what was going on, but I didn't want to accept it. I was experiencing controller drift for the first time in my life. 

I own a Nintendo Switch, but to be honest with you, I've never used the Joy-Cons, like ever. Maybe it has to do with the fact that it's the Animal Crossing edition of the console and I didn't want to handle such a beautiful pastel-colored piece of hardware with my bare hands. I think all my Switch games were played exclusively with a Pro controller that I eventually purchased. 

The reason I mention the Switch is because over the years it's probably been the #1 console I've heard stick-drift issues from. I was actually a little surprised because I wasn't aware of how often I used my Dualsense controller to the point that I wore the sticks down. 

You'd think for a $600+ console from a major electronics brand like Sony, you'd get something that lasts ... I dunno ... the entire life of the console itself??

It wasn't long until I had to face the facts. My Dualsense controller had stick-drift and I could deal with it in one of two ways:

  1. Purchase a new controller and eventually experience the same issue AGAIN. 
  2. Attempt to fix my controller myself, potentially damaging my controller beyond repair and spending more $$$ than I would have if I just went with #1 in the first place. 

At first, I actually decided to do NOTHING about it. Through sheer stubborness and determination, I actually managed to beat Stellar Blade with a controller that had absolutely HORRIBLE stick-drift. Like it was really bad, I had to constantly hold right on the left thumbstick to keep my character in place. Otherwise, she would constantly run to the left. Once in a while, the controller gods took pity on me and granted me a couple of seconds where the inputs worked correctly. But yeah, the finale of Stellar Blade was completed with a broken controller. 

Okay, for the repair I actually religiously watched the iFixit repair guide on their website. It specifically covers the Dualsense controller, among many others. It was very comprehensive and it helped me with the re-assembly. 

Secondly, I had to buy a soldering kit. This is what I was scared of the most. I had never soldered anything before! However, the videos from iFixit and other people on YouTube made it seem really easy. I managed to find the equipment that I needed relatively cheap on Amazon.

If I were to provide advice for anyone wanting to do this, please buy a desoldering iron if you're going to replace the sticks on your Dualsense controller. The iFixit video guide for this repair made it seem like it was doable with just a soldering iron and copper desoldering wick, but I had a miserable time with this method. It's actually like doing it on hard mode for no reason. 

If you look up the video, there's about 10+ of these little connectors that have to be desoldered in order to remove the old stick. I think the issue here is that the solder that is on the controller's PCB has a higher resistance to heat, making it more difficult to melt since the solder holds the connection in-place through the other side as well. 

One solution was to mix a bit of solder that has a higher amount of lead. Solder with lead is actually sold widely in the United States. It's actually easier to work with since the melting point is lower, but since lead is ... kinda bad, the EU and other companies have begun using lead-free solder which has a higher melting point. 

Mixing both types of solder actually creates an alloy which has a slightly lower melting point than the lead-free solder (the iFixit video explains this). 

For a while, I tried this approach but since it was my first time doing anything like this ... I wasn't sure what I was doing wrong. I don't think I managed to get much done on my first day. After watching another repair video, I realized the creator was using a desoldering iron. He actually recommended it because it does a better job at extracting the solder than what is immediately available with a basic soldering kit. 

The soldering iron is the centerpiece of the kit, but it also comes with a lot of smaller tools that can help you out. One of them is this tiny pump ... thing. It's basically like a little vacuum that sucks up the solder while it's hot. As it's trapped, it rapidly cools and turns into scrap. You can do this to quickly remove solder, but it's very hard to do at an angle. 

This is where the desoldering iron comes in! Imagine the same process, but both tools are built into one. Not only are you able to heat and melt the solder that you cant to remove, but since the tip of the desoldering iron has a hole, you can cover the solder you want to remove from the top down and remove it instantly with the same tool. You don't run the risk of the solder cooling as you move your pump in to remove it. It was honestly the best thing ever, because it made the whole repair process 100x easier. I highly recommend getting a desoldering iron if you plan on repairing your controllers, too. 

Anyway, the new sticks were not just replacements, but the way they work are functionally different. Most controllers on the market that experience stick-drift do so because they measure electrical resistance in order to determine what input to send. From what I read, this requires physical contact between components which over time, degrade from constant use. 

My replacements are "Hall Effect" sticks which look similar, but use magnets and electrical conductors to measure the position of the stick and use that to send the input. There is NO PHYSICAL CONTACT between the components. 

What caught my eye about the concept behind the Hall effect is that it's conceptually similar to how a condenser microphone might work? In a condenser microphone, the difference in voltage caused by sound pressure is how sound is captured. In a roundabout way, you're also measuring for something (in the controller's case, the position of your stick) based on how the medium reacts to the electricity in the environment. Like, you're measuring the difference it causes to get an input, or a sound wave.

I'm REALLY stretching the comparison here, I think, but I just found the similarities interesting. 

I don't remember why I took this picture, but it's the open inside of my controller. That brick that's dangling from the controller is the battery. That actually reminds me! A long with the Hall-effect sticks, I actually upgraded the battery on my controller. Not only is it lighter than the OEM battery, but it's capacity is considerably larger. I actually use my Dualsense controller with my PC the most, so I rarely get to use it wireless.

I recently bought Death Stranding 2 and had a chance to play it last week so I had the perfect opportunity to test the new battery out ... and the charge held! I was actually surprised, because it was a pretty long session and none of the controller's features like haptic feedback or controller speakers were disabled either. I'll have to get hard numbers next time, but just as an anecdote, I probably lost 1 bar after like 5-6 hours of gameplay? I'll have to comeback to that one for sure. 

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That's it for my projects from June! There are other things in the works that aren't 100% done and still figuring out. My co-worker gave me an electronics kit after I showed her my arcade stick project. I'll probably do something with that in the future as well. I have a lot of interesting things to work on and it makes me really happy, actually. I've been feeling mediocre for the past week or so, but reflecting on what I've done and realizing how passionate I am about learning new things makes me feel better about myself. 

As a side note, I have also been writing about how I plan to switch to Linux. I thought I had more time, but it seems that Microsoft is planning to end support for Windows 10 in October 2025. That's officially my deadline to switch to Linux now. I have a few distros that I want to try out now!

Here's a small list: 

  • https://bazzite.gg/
  • https://linuxmint.com/
  • SteamOS (While it's based on Arch, I don't want to do raw Arch, I'm not ready for Arch)
  • Cachy (Same as above)
  • Ubuntu

Here's the deal, I actually found an old laptop I used in college. It's a really nice piece of hardware, but it's missing both Shift keys for whatever reason. I'll probably give these distros a go once I get replacement keycaps for my laptop. It will also give me time to familiarize myself with Linux and decide what software options work best for me. That endeavor will be an entire post on the blog as well. 

Peace.

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